Sunday, December 6, 2009
a little discouraged.
So this might sound like some sob story and that I'm trying to feel bad for myself(which I do) but oh well. As of late I have been noticing that almost every girl I know is pregnant.. I'm just a little sad because I want a baby. After having a very upsetting miscarriage last February I just feel the need to be around babies. I got my fix from my little niece(kinda niece) but since moving I'm sooo baby sick. Boo. Well hopefully sooner than later I will be joining the young mothers club but as for now we are waiting for our own house, stable jobs, and for Chase to start school. Oh boy.. it might be longer than I hope.
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Paige,
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. That has to be so tough. I was bitter with life before we found out we were pregnant with Naima. Find something to do that you love and cherish the time you have with Chase. Once you have kids you never have your own bed, clean clothes or time to pee by yourself. They are worth it but I wish Kyle and I would have had a year or two to enjoy married life. The Lord will bless you with children when he see's fit. I hope things get moving along for you! If you ever need to talk I am always here! love ya!
I agree with Coco. Enjoy the time with your husband. Once kids come that time is gone forever. Also you guys are smart to wait. I wouldn't change a thing in my life, but I do wish someone had told us to wait. It is hard to have the stress of a child and no money. Don't get me wrong, children are such a blessing, and worth all the stress and pain. I had 2 miscarriages in between Bode and Laine. And although I was so sad at the time I am so grateful the Lords timing was better then mine. So many things would be different if I had had either of those babies. Hopefully this wasn't to rambly for you :)
ReplyDeleteIm sorry paigey. I know since i am preggo that this may seem like i dont understand but in a way i do. We had been trying for a while before i got preggo. all my sisters and sister in laws got pregnant without having to try haha and it seemed all my friends were getting preg too. but now the timing with this baby worked out perfect. not saying we have the money and are loaded now(because that def not the case) but if we would have gotten preggo in march like I wanted, I dont know how things would work out. You are smart for waiting till things seem a little more in place. And i know its hard when people say enjoy your time now before kids. but it is hard when all you can think about is a baby!! I love you though and I wish i would of taken cocos advice when she said find something you love to keep you occupied ha. (besides the hubby of course =)
ReplyDeletethanks guys, I'm trying to find things to fill my time but nothing seems worth it. I've just hit a rough patch and not being near family or friends is making it 10x harder.
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